- Will U wanna? -

Will U wanna change to be another 1?
Some1 prettier? Some1 smarter?
Some1 more adventurous? Some1 more outspoken?
To be richer? To be more flirtatious?
To be more polite? To be luckier?

I do have several wanna-BEs.

I wanna be animal lover.
I have nvr hugged an animal, because I can't.
Inborn phobia. Pls, do not force me too as I may not like it.
But I do envy those who can live so well with animal.

I wanna know to swim.
The feeling of floating on the sea where no fear within me is so cool.
Tho I can learn now, it's still harder for an already grown-up to start from basic.

I wanna sing without my fake tone.
I've always sang in it since I know singing.
Tho ppl say it sounds nice, I still find it not comfortable and not confident.
But, I can't get my real voice out, when I sing.

I wanna be more selamba.
I dun wish to be SO well-planned sometimes.
But, the inner "me" tells tt security is more important.

I wanna be younger.
Now that I've grown up, I realised being a kid is so fortunate.
I miss doing homework, and going tuition.
Working isn't bad, at least I could earn my own money.
I have had my time utilised doing sth useful.
But I feel time not enough for the current commitments I have.

But, I know no1 is perfect.
If God has made every1 so perfect, none would appreciate for the non presence.
Despite above, I'm already very happy with myself, with what I own, with whom I have, with what's happening.
In fact, I couldnt ask for more.

But, human is greedy.
Can I demand for 1 more thing?

I wanna be luckier.
I do not want any sad incident ard me.
I do not want any accidents.
I do not wanna "say sry" and do not wanna "hear sry".

May 2012 a better blessing for me,
my family,
my bf and
my friends.

I dont wanna be, but I will be optimistic about life!

=)