New trimester just started not long ago, but many things had happened to me in this short period of time, particularly the unlucky ones, which eventually made me so tensed up . 1st week, my computer was defected caused by virus I guess. Fortunately, Desmond helped me to fix by formatting it. I know nothing about computer. I really dunno what to do if it goes wrong. Thank God my beloved PC is back to the normal condition, just a lil "cacat". I couldn't watch dramas or listen to songs because there is no audio and sound devices installed. Desmond was not able to install the driver into the computer when he was formatting as the drivers were at home >> Subang.
In the 2nd week, I could not fall asleep for the 1st few nights. I have too many assignments to be done. Perhaps I have put very high expectation on myself? Is that good? People said it would be good to have a target, but how if it is an expectation beyond one's capability? I supposed I am the kind of person who chases perfection and this is why I always feel discontented over things. I'm filled with tension now. Blogging is the only way for me to blurt out everything that is on my mind as there is no 1 else to share my troubles over here. I miss home!! I sound like I'm a small kid...haha...
Today, just as I was thinking everything is going fine, I found that my pen drive has gone missing. Where did I lose it? Is it left in the library or it slipped over my pocket as I was walking around the campus or it is hidden at some places that I have misplaced it? I have ransacked everywhere I could in my room, but still the shadow of the pen drive is not detected. I know pen drive is not something very valuable, but it has been with me for almost 1 year. I feel so guilty and sorry to my parents because losing the pen drive is like losing my parents' money. MONEY IS NOT EASY TO EARN U KNOW? This will probably serve as a reminder for me to appreciate things more.
Only 2 weeks, I have already encountered so many hard times. But life is never easy right? People who go through this process will then learn from it and grow up. I'm no longer the little girl who only knows to sit there and wait to be fed. I'm pretty sure that I can overcome it. I'm tough. I'm glad to have family support. Thanks PaPa, MaMa, Jie Jie, Gor Gor and Poh Yee. They are always there to cheer me up. I will never disappoint them. May GOD blesses me with the best luck in everything I'm pursuing now and May GOD does the same blessing to every1 in my family.
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